The Storm Before the Calm

So I'm less than a week away from leaving for Ukraine and Peace Corps couldn't be less real to me.  The next two years have stood as a distant mountain, unknown in size and scope, just something that will eventually be climbed and blindly prepared for.  And even though they are a few days away, they still feel that way.  I'm in panic mode, trying to see as many people as possible, perfecting my packing list, accomplishing all outstanding goals and tying all loose ends.  All this is in preparation for an adventure that exists in pamphlets and welcome books.  I can't wait for the reality of this undertaking to finally be real.  Right now all that matters is everyone else.  The last thing I want to do is leave home with somebody disappointed in me.  I'm sad to leave everyone I love and who loves me, but I can't wait to step onto Ukrainian soil with one focus - don't come home until I've helped somebody.  I hope communication is readily available while I'm gone.  And I hope I have the motivation and diligence to be consistent with updates if I'm blessed with the internet.  So feel free to respond to this blog, send me emails, or facebook me, and I'll do my best to get back to you.  But at least there's this to give you a glimpse of what's going on with me.  Take care and you all better be lots cooler when I get home, cause I know I will be!